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Mama Tonia

Feb 22, 2010, 11:18:52 AM by ~dib1206
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

As the final gash has been sealed
From my previous pain
Something new reopened them all
Someone who taught me how to walk
Who pulled out all my milk teeth
She has gone
The real Angel has goneback
TOO EARLY!!!
Watching her make food to sell
Watching as all my childhood friends fill a living room
The different aromas in the air
Tasting the bottom of the barrel when the food was done
She knew how to bring them all back
Crying whe I couldnt go to the Angel
I now cry cause I see her
Lifeless but peaceful
Just like she did when she slept
I hesitated to touch her in her casket
But when I did
My memories ran amok
As papa chus hold you close
We all cry jealous tears

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A poem written for someone who treated me and my siblings as her grandkids even though we weren't. Antonia Angel Perez, she showed me how to walk, talk, eat, have confidence. She was the family rock. Until that dreaded day when her heart finally gave up. Even though she survived two open heart surgeries, a stroke, and a heart attack. She died in her sleep and I was able to put my hand on her before we put her six feet under. I miss her every day and cry every time I think of her. She was the reason I have this big family, the reason I meet my best friend. We will all miss her and she will always live on in each of us.

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The sky I stand over you
Laying in our bed
Your pale soft skin
You sleep so soundly
Your rosy red lips
That gold hair
I close my eyes
Try to match your breathing
Soft and calm
I smile as a tear drops
I reach over to touch that ghostly flesh
As my hand contrasts yours
I cannot touch you
My hand just passes through
I try again, as if I were a
Ghost
I see youve awaken
Look around
I am here my love
You dont see me
You dont hear me
But here I am
As your day goes by I follow
Making sure my angel presses on
At night she looks to the sky
I am there my love
Find the brightest star
Watch as the others fall for you
Watch me orchestrThe sky by ~dib1206

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A familiar Back You left me in a room
With a noose and a chair
Before you left me
You reminded me
Why I was here
After I survived I went looking for you
When I found you
I expected remorse and shame
Yet I see steel and anger
I came under the pretense of peace
To make amends
These bridges need not to be burned
I came to find you worst off
Your thirst for my blood has increased
Has made you into a monster
To told me why you left me in that room
Why my life needed to end
As a reflect upon those events
I wonder
Was my death relief or just the beggining
Of yours?A familiar Back by ~dib1206

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The angelic saviour I cry
My heart holds me tightly
I cry harder
Runs its fingers though my hair
My eyes burn
"Never again" I scream to my heart
It whispers in my ear, "Never?"
I shake my head, "Might as well take my life."
Swiftly and effortlessly
I lay on my back with its hand on my throat
Squeezing and smiling
"Say the word and you wont have to wish it."
It hurts to breath but it brings relief
I try to nod, more pressure
More pain
Tighter and tighter
I begin to fade
Blacken sight
Just as fast
The pressure is gone
I breath normally
Look up
To try to find my heart
But I find these blue eyes
That looks beyond my pain
My hate
My anger
SThe angelic saviour by ~dib1206

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A sigh of relief It hurt
So much
Clutching at my chest
Hoping for some kind of relief
It only brought more pain
Then the angels touch
Her soft
Delicate hand
Held my heart
It embraced her
As I did
For a while I couldnt trust
This dog has been kicked enough
You can only fight angels for so long
Her eyes sooth
Her words heal
Her embrace....
Heaven itselfA sigh of relief by ~dib1206

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I had alot go on in the past........forever. Idk where to start. The biggest thing for me is that I had a job interview. It was somehting i really wanted more than anything. I tried once and didnt get it. Had to wait a year until i could retry. I did then i got a letter saying they found some1 else. That was the worst. Twice i was rejected. Things like that make ppl go into the corner store pharmacy and sell. I know too many guys who either are in jail or still on those street corners selling. I seriously considered it. then a thought came to me
Fact: the world just crapped on you
Fact: it had mexican
Now what are you going to do? Let the smell of failure seep into your soul or clean it off and try again? Well?

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~dib1206

Found my Clyde, dont run away
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Me? Someone who appreciates art and literature. I write but I cant measure up with the ppl I follow. I'll let anyone who wants to come here and tell me what they would do to make me work better (help me polish my turds.) I know im not the best I know I wont be the best but writing helps with certain voices that intrude (not that crazy) SO feel free to read, trash, fav, follow, wat ever u please. Just dont let one person ruin art and literature, dig for the best.

Current Residence: Somewhere in NJ
Favourite genre of music: anything that sounds good.
Favourite style of art: Any art, its all good
Operating System: my brain but its been on the fritz.
MP3 player of choice: a good ol fashioned CD player.
Shell of choice: Koopa Toopa shell
Skin of choice: Mine (i guess the popular answer)
Favourite cartoon character: Joker, Gambit, Donny (TMNT)
Personal Quote: Two halves of a broken heart makes a happy couple

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~yadu Jul 28, 2011 Student Interface Designer

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~CannibalBlowjob Jul 28, 2011

Thanks for the fav! n.n

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~GunpowderGelatin May 4, 2010 Hobbyist Writer

thx for the fave on "Sensless"

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~dib1206 May 11, 2010 Hobbyist Writer

noprob reminded me of myself at 1 point ull find a way out

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Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none.

Normal birds envy hawks. Mainly because they want to be them. Hawks dont fit in with normal birds. O was a Hawk, and so am I.
-The ending of O

Two halves of a broken heart makes a happy couple.

~rockerchick1399 Mar 18, 2010

hey hey hey hey hey hey hey!!!!!!! guess what?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. i love you!!! <33333

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No one is ever heartless. Sometimes the heart is just darkened or misplaced.

You can be the farthest from someone when you're right next to them and the closest when you're a million miles away.

Ron, my other crazzi half

~dib1206 Mar 19, 2010 Hobbyist Writer

lol, that sounds awesome cause i love u 2 and guess wat?.............. i never want 2 leave u ever.

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Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none.

Normal birds envy hawks. Mainly because they want to be them. Hawks dont fit in with normal birds. O was a Hawk, and so am I.
-The ending of O

Two halves of a broken heart makes a happy couple.

~rockerchick1399 Mar 19, 2010

hehe nd i love you even more for always goin along w/ my crazziness. ;D glad you don't sweetie.

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No one is ever heartless. Sometimes the heart is just darkened or misplaced.

You can be the farthest from someone when you're right next to them and the closest when you're a million miles away.

Ron, my other crazzi half

~dib1206 Mar 23, 2010 Hobbyist Writer

i love crazy, i love love love it. omg a world without crazy is a boring world and we need crazy ppl. i just need only 1 crazy person and im glad i found her.

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Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none.

Normal birds envy hawks. Mainly because they want to be them. Hawks dont fit in with normal birds. O was a Hawk, and so am I.
-The ending of O

Two halves of a broken heart makes a happy couple.

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*TheMidnightFire Feb 23, 2010 General Artist

crap. hit the send before i even finished.
anyway--just wanted to say your a crazy great writer. you and kaitlyn both. you both write extremely good poems.

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once you get past the fear, underwater
--- underwater, vertical horizon

~dib1206 Feb 25, 2010 Hobbyist Writer

lol wat? anyhowser thank u, it really means alot 2 me that someone likes my pieces of shit. i really appreciate it. besides ur the 1 with talent. never knew u knew how 2 draw crazy awesome. cant wait 2 c more

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Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none.

Normal birds envy hawks. Mainly because they want to be them. Hawks dont fit in with normal birds. O was a Hawk, and so am I.
-The ending of O

Two halves of a broken heart makes a happy couple.

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